I feel relatively okay, not that excited yet.

The hardest thing for a human to overcome is selfishness and pride. Likewise for many assertions that readily follow.  I still can't belive I'm turning 18 soon. Almost a year older , sooooooo many thoughts running through my mind right now. Thinking about the things I've accomplished and I want to accomplish.
Career and studies are techincally my main priorities right now, nothing else matters. Every heartbreak every setbacks and every other shit that has happened it prettty much makes me stronger as a person.

It's not the end of the world when someone you love leaves you.

There are times whereby I feel that the world crumbles upon me and I used the FML term a lot.

And now , when I look back I laugh at myself how immature and navie I was.

 I won't lose touch with my humanity afterall we're still humans , emotional people arent we?

Thankyou for those who has been there for me when I needed you guys.  

I hope everything goes well during my celebration. I'M FINALLY TURNING 18 BITCHES!

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Met Jenny on her second and third day of her arrival. Didn't had much chance to really catch up a lot cause I was extremely tired after filmming. But there's always skype! And She'll be back! Or esle I'll fly over there!  

I missed you so much! See you real sooooooooon. Take care of yourself over there. Love you and thanks for the gift. Really appreciate it.

Halloween night as a blast! We club hopped , Supper to Velvet back to Super and to Social house.
IT WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEE.

Was quite tired and I was sleep deprived and the next day after the Halloween party I had filmming early in the morning. But thank god it was the last day cause I seriously needed some sleeeeep! I had fun working with 360  productions , pleasure working with all of you!  Great experience. Catch me on Channel U during Dec guys! I learnt a lot ! Ah biao the soundman still remembers me! Hahahaha ! So cute! My co-stars were really nice  and funnnyyyy .  

Now I'm lookin forward to my birthday celebration !!!!!!!!!!!!! And time to study for my exams  

I'm glad that I didnt mindF myself on that night.
I hate this feeling but there's nothing I can do about it.

Its like hugging a cactus , the tighter you embrace the more it hurts.



Guess who? A hint H_yden.



I have to admit , Lina & John looked sexy that night







 

This video was filmmed one day before Halloween @ Supperclub.

BY THE WAY I CHLOE TAI JING YING DECIDED TO MAKE A PACT WITH MY CLASSMATE JELLY SHI THAT WE WILL ABSTAIN FROM THE FOLLOWING

• JUNK FOOD
• FAST FOOD
• NO CHICKEN , MUTTON , BEEF , PORK
• NO STARBUCKS AND COFFEE BEAN
• NO NOODLES ( YELLOW ONES)

FROM 2ND NOV TIL 16NOV. With the exception of 14th nov because I'll be celebrating my birthday that day! THIS IS SO TORMENTING. But Jonan said he'll make sure I'll win the
death match. hahaha. 
Stupid ? I know , we were bored and since the both of us cannot live without Junk/Fast food might as well try. 

Here's the video below for proof

Hahahahahahahahahahahaahahahah. I've funny classmates.

Here's another video , with sherms & nat . two months ago.

Condolence to my good friend , Shakz. 
I'm so sorry, I hope you get better soon. I'm always here.

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Feels like Deja vu all over again I remembered what exactly happened few months back when I was intoxicated with outside Homeclub with my friends. I felt so bad,  I hate crying infront of people. Makes me feel uneasy.

Please don't let it repeat again. I would avoid if I could.

The 40 year old man stuck in a 21 year old's body.

I'm late for school and I have the urge to cut my hair bangs ( I know that I will definately regret). Bernard will probably say the longest no that you've ever heard.   
My tanned line is slowly fadingggggggggg, like finally after 479247502years of waiting and finding a good whitening scrub.   

A month more to my birthday , gonna be offically 18! Time flies................................ 
I'm sooo stoked because

1. I can offically party.
2. Driving License.
anddd many other reasons which I can't think of right now. 

I thought I would be really depressed but I guess I was wrong. I feeel perfectly fine , lol. 
Turns out I'm still laughing hard on the phone with "The Sperminator" just now.  

I'm still alive and kickin.